Time for Change

What better way to start a new year then to change everything about your life! Change is such a huge part of life and its time I learn to embrace it. Allowing life to change will help me find my way to true happiness!

Well I guess Mike moved out yesterday. His stuff is still here but he told me that he isn't coming back after leaving to Brigham to see his mom and hang out with his friend. I have mixed emotions about the whole thing. I am really excited to be on my own again and to only try and please myself. But at the same time He is all I have known for the past 6 years. So it will take some time to get used to only needed my opinion on things. It will take awhile to get used to having my bed to myself and only my kids to talk to during the day. Its a little depressing but I will stay strong I need to for myself and especially for my kids.

I care for Mike deeply and I always will. He has been a huge part of my life and given me the worlds greatest gifts, our children. He is a great guy and a wonderful father. I hope that through this Journey that we will be taking without each other we can continue to be friends not only for our babies but for us. I still Love him and that will never change. This new life adventure is only going to help us each grow into stronger individuals and that is exactly what we need to do before either of us can take the next step in life whatever it may be.

I have had the opportunity to reconnect with old friends and meet new ones lately and I have been having a blast doing it. I am much happier now that I am focused on myself and I will continue to draw people into my life. I can never have to many friends.

Keep your eyes on me and you will see me grow so much more in this next year then I have for the past few years. I am much more confident and I feel on top of the world. I am going to accomplish everything that I want to this year! I just have to figure out what all that is! :)

Happy 2011!! Accept change, although at times it will be a hard. There is always something bigger and better to come!!